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♥The Sewels Wrote To thier Subjects♥ @8:13 PM.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Tittle : A Mistake That Change My Life
Written By : Siti Nuraisyah
I wish I could invent a time machine so that I could rewind back the days. But it is impossible. I want to change every mistake that I have done. Yet again, it won't happen. All I got to do now is accept my fate and to look forward. I want to turn over a new leaf. I want to be able to have a bright future. I want to lead a happy and healthy life with my love ones. I dreamt that it would happen one day. Until one incident that change both my life and dreams.
Back then,since primary school, I have been doing well both in academics and sports. I would score straights A's and topped the class,or even better,the level! Teachers' often shower me with praises and predicted that I would have a bright future. I knew I would have one. I was often sent for competitions and of course I did the school proud. I have the life that everybody yearn for. I have a great family by my side. They would support me and listen to what I have to say inside. When PSLE was just around the corner, I studied very hard. I even stayed up late to do my revisions. My hard work pays off. I scored 260 and is one of the highest. I managed to get in my dream school, Commonwealth Secondary School.
My life in secondary school was a nightmare. Mom once advice me not to mix with the wrong group of friends and not to get easily influenced. But I did not bother to what she had to say. As a teenage, I am confident enough that I could bring myself well and is sure that I would mix with the right friends. My first year went very smoothly. I achieved good grades and topped the class, in fact, the whole level, no doubt! But my second year was a disaster. Since, the day my parents got divorced, I felt very lonely. I have noone to talk to and my parents' attention started to drift away. My results dropped drastically and of course I was very disappointed. At that point of time, I needed someone to talk to. But I've got noone.I started to run away from home. I find it useless to be living in a place where noone cares for you and listen to what you have to say and that place I called home. I started to skip school. I would waste my time by spending hours and hours loitering around. I wonder if Mom and Dad still love me, it had been two months passed that we were separated. Did they even bother to find me? Oh, why should I care?
Until the day I met Andy. Andy the guy who gave me hopes. The one that would stay with me through thick and thin. The pillar of my strengths. He gave my life a whole new meaning. He supported my life and sometimes I wonder how to repay back his kindness. Once, Andy was jobless,after the company he worked for had to close. He had no money to support me even for himself. So I decided to find a job. However my effort came to waste. They said I was too young and should pursue studying. I find myself hopeless,useless. But Andy advice me not to give up. I was glad when Andy told me that he had gotten a job,selling pirated DVDs and invited me to join him. Though I was reluctant at first but in the end I went for it,since I was desperate for money. We have to look-out for police because this job is illegal. I started smoking and even shop-lifting! I wasn't sure how I can be easily influenced by someone like Andy. Maybe because we were too close. We treat each other like siblings. Until one fateful day came along. The day when God wanted me to open my eyes to differentiate what is wrong and what is right,who to mix with and who not to mix with. That day, Jacky, our boss wanted us to shop-lift a laptop from that shop. We were unlucky because we were caught by a security guard. Andy managed to get off. But for me? I was caught. Both my parents were called down. They were devastated and definately dissapointed.
I remebered when Dad asked me,"Where is the Jenny I knew before? The girl who always topped the whole class. The girl who always make her Mom and Dad proud. Where is the old Jenny? The one I missed." I blurted everything out. They too are partly to be blame. Where is their care and concern? Where are they when I needed them? I was sent to Girls' Home for two years. At there, I learnt a lot of things. I learnt to appreciate life.
Maybe after all, my biggest mistake was to meet Andy. The guy who left me when I am in need. The guy who broke his promises to stay with me through thick and thin. The guy who gave me false hope. The guy who ruined my dream,my life. Life is the bestest teacher. It thought me how to lead myself better. And to be careful when make friends.
Written By : Siti Nuraisyah
I wish I could invent a time machine so that I could rewind back the days. But it is impossible. I want to change every mistake that I have done. Yet again, it won't happen. All I got to do now is accept my fate and to look forward. I want to turn over a new leaf. I want to be able to have a bright future. I want to lead a happy and healthy life with my love ones. I dreamt that it would happen one day. Until one incident that change both my life and dreams.
Back then,since primary school, I have been doing well both in academics and sports. I would score straights A's and topped the class,or even better,the level! Teachers' often shower me with praises and predicted that I would have a bright future. I knew I would have one. I was often sent for competitions and of course I did the school proud. I have the life that everybody yearn for. I have a great family by my side. They would support me and listen to what I have to say inside. When PSLE was just around the corner, I studied very hard. I even stayed up late to do my revisions. My hard work pays off. I scored 260 and is one of the highest. I managed to get in my dream school, Commonwealth Secondary School.
My life in secondary school was a nightmare. Mom once advice me not to mix with the wrong group of friends and not to get easily influenced. But I did not bother to what she had to say. As a teenage, I am confident enough that I could bring myself well and is sure that I would mix with the right friends. My first year went very smoothly. I achieved good grades and topped the class, in fact, the whole level, no doubt! But my second year was a disaster. Since, the day my parents got divorced, I felt very lonely. I have noone to talk to and my parents' attention started to drift away. My results dropped drastically and of course I was very disappointed. At that point of time, I needed someone to talk to. But I've got noone.I started to run away from home. I find it useless to be living in a place where noone cares for you and listen to what you have to say and that place I called home. I started to skip school. I would waste my time by spending hours and hours loitering around. I wonder if Mom and Dad still love me, it had been two months passed that we were separated. Did they even bother to find me? Oh, why should I care?
Until the day I met Andy. Andy the guy who gave me hopes. The one that would stay with me through thick and thin. The pillar of my strengths. He gave my life a whole new meaning. He supported my life and sometimes I wonder how to repay back his kindness. Once, Andy was jobless,after the company he worked for had to close. He had no money to support me even for himself. So I decided to find a job. However my effort came to waste. They said I was too young and should pursue studying. I find myself hopeless,useless. But Andy advice me not to give up. I was glad when Andy told me that he had gotten a job,selling pirated DVDs and invited me to join him. Though I was reluctant at first but in the end I went for it,since I was desperate for money. We have to look-out for police because this job is illegal. I started smoking and even shop-lifting! I wasn't sure how I can be easily influenced by someone like Andy. Maybe because we were too close. We treat each other like siblings. Until one fateful day came along. The day when God wanted me to open my eyes to differentiate what is wrong and what is right,who to mix with and who not to mix with. That day, Jacky, our boss wanted us to shop-lift a laptop from that shop. We were unlucky because we were caught by a security guard. Andy managed to get off. But for me? I was caught. Both my parents were called down. They were devastated and definately dissapointed.
I remebered when Dad asked me,"Where is the Jenny I knew before? The girl who always topped the whole class. The girl who always make her Mom and Dad proud. Where is the old Jenny? The one I missed." I blurted everything out. They too are partly to be blame. Where is their care and concern? Where are they when I needed them? I was sent to Girls' Home for two years. At there, I learnt a lot of things. I learnt to appreciate life.
Maybe after all, my biggest mistake was to meet Andy. The guy who left me when I am in need. The guy who broke his promises to stay with me through thick and thin. The guy who gave me false hope. The guy who ruined my dream,my life. Life is the bestest teacher. It thought me how to lead myself better. And to be careful when make friends.
♥The Sewels Wrote To thier Subjects♥ @8:06 AM.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
written by:Grace
I guess it was just like how the saying goes"curiosity kills the cat".Well,the cat has gotten killed.Everyone gets curious from time to time don't we?Thinking about who so and so likes or just how much that girl sitting in front of me for her test.
well,as i have said,the cat has gotten killed.Plus,the cat's me.what has gotten me so interested then?My sister's diary.Well,my sister and i have an huge age gap of eight years,so there isn't a lot i know about her and vice versa.Being eight years younger than my sister was pretty tough.I wanted to know badly whether she had a secret crush somewhere out there,or even a boyfriend!So i looked around our shared bedroom and found her purple diary with a picture of a cartooned bare-bellied girl.
Looking at her lock though,i was dismayed.I asked my brother for help and her gave me three numbers,her birth time.Excited,i turned the keys and,the lock was opened!Gingerly,i flipped through page to page reading her illegible writing when i realised, the name of a boy has been mentioned a few times.Excited at this discovery,i read on,trying hard to decipher her illegible handwriting.The thrill of the whole process had gotten into me and i was tempted to close the diary when,i realised that she wrote that the particular guy has found a girlfriend and boy was my sister disappointed!
Closing the diary and locking it once more, i decided to share it with my buddies in church.After all,they were the ones who grew up with me and knew my sister well.
The long awaited Sunday finally arrived.I rushed up to Jane and told her about my find.Little did i expect what was to happen two hours later.
We sat through Sunday class and when we were dismissed,Jane rushed up to my sister and cried out,"Go find your boyfriend!" Shocked,i looked at Jane with disbelief.How could she have done this to me?!
Back at home,Dawn was crying,rather badly,for she has come to realise that i was the one who told Jane and i was the one who read her diary.That caused her to lose trust in me and she has never told me any secret about herself.Not that she has ever told me one.
But then,that had branded me as a hacker and a busybody.and yes,I've learnt my mistakes.
I guess it was just like how the saying goes"curiosity kills the cat".Well,the cat has gotten killed.Everyone gets curious from time to time don't we?Thinking about who so and so likes or just how much that girl sitting in front of me for her test.
well,as i have said,the cat has gotten killed.Plus,the cat's me.what has gotten me so interested then?My sister's diary.Well,my sister and i have an huge age gap of eight years,so there isn't a lot i know about her and vice versa.Being eight years younger than my sister was pretty tough.I wanted to know badly whether she had a secret crush somewhere out there,or even a boyfriend!So i looked around our shared bedroom and found her purple diary with a picture of a cartooned bare-bellied girl.
Looking at her lock though,i was dismayed.I asked my brother for help and her gave me three numbers,her birth time.Excited,i turned the keys and,the lock was opened!Gingerly,i flipped through page to page reading her illegible writing when i realised, the name of a boy has been mentioned a few times.Excited at this discovery,i read on,trying hard to decipher her illegible handwriting.The thrill of the whole process had gotten into me and i was tempted to close the diary when,i realised that she wrote that the particular guy has found a girlfriend and boy was my sister disappointed!
Closing the diary and locking it once more, i decided to share it with my buddies in church.After all,they were the ones who grew up with me and knew my sister well.
The long awaited Sunday finally arrived.I rushed up to Jane and told her about my find.Little did i expect what was to happen two hours later.
We sat through Sunday class and when we were dismissed,Jane rushed up to my sister and cried out,"Go find your boyfriend!" Shocked,i looked at Jane with disbelief.How could she have done this to me?!
Back at home,Dawn was crying,rather badly,for she has come to realise that i was the one who told Jane and i was the one who read her diary.That caused her to lose trust in me and she has never told me any secret about herself.Not that she has ever told me one.
But then,that had branded me as a hacker and a busybody.and yes,I've learnt my mistakes.
♥The Sewels Wrote To thier Subjects♥ @7:33 AM.
Title:A mistake that changed my life
Handwritten: Nur Shafirah:]
Once again, I was rejected by the boss of the company I wanted to work in. It has been a week since I started to find a job to support my family. Life was not easy. I needed a job badly. I regretted. I wished I had chosen the right friends. My future would have been better.
I was the favourite student in Westpring Primary School. I got good results in examinations and also excelled in my co-curricular activities,CCA. I also won awards for my school during competitions. When i was in primary six, I studied very hard. I even burnt my midnight oil when 'PSLE' was around the corner. I was overjoyed when the Principal announced that I was the top student in my school! With my satisfying results, I could apply for a good school. Instead, I just chose an average school near my house.
Terry Secondary School was okay. With my hard work, I continued achieving good results till I was in secondary three. Without realising, I was influenced by a group of friends who turned me bad. I started to slack a lot and did not do my homework. I just forced my other friends to let me copy their homework the next day. Because of these, my results dropped a lot. Teachers started calling my parents to ask why. My parents could not answer them. They were very dissapointed in me. These continued until everyone loose hope in me. They could do nothing to force me to study.
A year passed. Every secondary four student studied very hard for the upcoming 'O' Level examination,even my friends who turned me bad. Except me. I was playing and slacking and was not worried. True enough, I failed my 'O' Level examination. I did not regret at all. I decided to quit studying.
After about ten years, I was married to a beatiful woman and we had four children. My wife almost left me when the money I had in my bank was not enough to support my family. I decided to find a job but it was hard. Until now, I realise that paper qualification is very important in life. I should not have followed the bad influence from the group of friends I had in secondary three. They did not help me to strive better at all. That was the biggest mistake I made in my life.
Handwritten: Nur Shafirah:]
Once again, I was rejected by the boss of the company I wanted to work in. It has been a week since I started to find a job to support my family. Life was not easy. I needed a job badly. I regretted. I wished I had chosen the right friends. My future would have been better.
I was the favourite student in Westpring Primary School. I got good results in examinations and also excelled in my co-curricular activities,CCA. I also won awards for my school during competitions. When i was in primary six, I studied very hard. I even burnt my midnight oil when 'PSLE' was around the corner. I was overjoyed when the Principal announced that I was the top student in my school! With my satisfying results, I could apply for a good school. Instead, I just chose an average school near my house.
Terry Secondary School was okay. With my hard work, I continued achieving good results till I was in secondary three. Without realising, I was influenced by a group of friends who turned me bad. I started to slack a lot and did not do my homework. I just forced my other friends to let me copy their homework the next day. Because of these, my results dropped a lot. Teachers started calling my parents to ask why. My parents could not answer them. They were very dissapointed in me. These continued until everyone loose hope in me. They could do nothing to force me to study.
A year passed. Every secondary four student studied very hard for the upcoming 'O' Level examination,even my friends who turned me bad. Except me. I was playing and slacking and was not worried. True enough, I failed my 'O' Level examination. I did not regret at all. I decided to quit studying.
After about ten years, I was married to a beatiful woman and we had four children. My wife almost left me when the money I had in my bank was not enough to support my family. I decided to find a job but it was hard. Until now, I realise that paper qualification is very important in life. I should not have followed the bad influence from the group of friends I had in secondary three. They did not help me to strive better at all. That was the biggest mistake I made in my life.
♥The Sewels Wrote To thier Subjects♥ @6:45 AM.
Friday, September 5, 2008
Handwritten : Nur Afiqah
Till now, I still can recall what happened to me, three months ago. Dad was my hero. However, his hero act, dangered his life. I appreciate Dad for saving my life, but I just could not forgive myself for the incident which happened to me. This was how it happened....
That year, I was in sec one. I enrolled in a school-Anderson Secondary School. It is a good school in my neighbourhood. I was in the express stream. However, the influence of my friends sent me to Technical stream. When i make friends with my new class, they taught me bad things like smoking, firstly.
"Eh, Sandy, you want to be cool or not?"
"C...cool? What do you mean by cool?" I asked.
"Well, do you want to try smoking?"
I refused the offer, however, they started to call me 'chicken' as I was afraid to take up their offer. But, I thought of trying a stick. Soon, it was difficult for me to kick the habit of smoking. I also joined their gang group, few weeks later. They said that when I join their gang, we will be like brothers and sisters. I marked their words, believing in them. After I joined the gang, I hardly went home. My behaviour oftens made my parents worry.
Till now, I still can recall what happened to me, three months ago. Dad was my hero. However, his hero act, dangered his life. I appreciate Dad for saving my life, but I just could not forgive myself for the incident which happened to me. This was how it happened....
That year, I was in sec one. I enrolled in a school-Anderson Secondary School. It is a good school in my neighbourhood. I was in the express stream. However, the influence of my friends sent me to Technical stream. When i make friends with my new class, they taught me bad things like smoking, firstly.
"Eh, Sandy, you want to be cool or not?"
"C...cool? What do you mean by cool?" I asked.
"Well, do you want to try smoking?"
I refused the offer, however, they started to call me 'chicken' as I was afraid to take up their offer. But, I thought of trying a stick. Soon, it was difficult for me to kick the habit of smoking. I also joined their gang group, few weeks later. They said that when I join their gang, we will be like brothers and sisters. I marked their words, believing in them. After I joined the gang, I hardly went home. My behaviour oftens made my parents worry.
One day, my group was in trouble. We were involved in a gang fight. My parents were off to search for me, when they spotted me being bashed up by a gang. My father ran to me and asked me to go away from the place.
I hobbled my way to my mother, hugging her tightly. I was in tears. I was being slashed at my neck and my legs were being stabbed with parang. I should have not trust my gang group and join them at the first place. They left me being hit!
Upon seeing my father, i was proud that he save my life. But, one of them hit him which made him lost too much blood. He died on the spot. I cried pitifully. I was warded in hospital. I was paralysed. I could not help but cry at his wake. I realised that friends can influence us in a bad or good way. I regret having such friends.
♥The Sewels Wrote To thier Subjects♥ @2:29 AM.