Sunday, September 7, 2008
Tittle : A Mistake That Change My Life
Written By : Siti Nuraisyah
I wish I could invent a time machine so that I could rewind back the days. But it is impossible. I want to change every mistake that I have done. Yet again, it won't happen. All I got to do now is accept my fate and to look forward. I want to turn over a new leaf. I want to be able to have a bright future. I want to lead a happy and healthy life with my love ones. I dreamt that it would happen one day. Until one incident that change both my life and dreams.
Back then,since primary school, I have been doing well both in academics and sports. I would score straights A's and topped the class,or even better,the level! Teachers' often shower me with praises and predicted that I would have a bright future. I knew I would have one. I was often sent for competitions and of course I did the school proud. I have the life that everybody yearn for. I have a great family by my side. They would support me and listen to what I have to say inside. When PSLE was just around the corner, I studied very hard. I even stayed up late to do my revisions. My hard work pays off. I scored 260 and is one of the highest. I managed to get in my dream school, Commonwealth Secondary School.
My life in secondary school was a nightmare. Mom once advice me not to mix with the wrong group of friends and not to get easily influenced. But I did not bother to what she had to say. As a teenage, I am confident enough that I could bring myself well and is sure that I would mix with the right friends. My first year went very smoothly. I achieved good grades and topped the class, in fact, the whole level, no doubt! But my second year was a disaster. Since, the day my parents got divorced, I felt very lonely. I have noone to talk to and my parents' attention started to drift away. My results dropped drastically and of course I was very disappointed. At that point of time, I needed someone to talk to. But I've got noone.I started to run away from home. I find it useless to be living in a place where noone cares for you and listen to what you have to say and that place I called home. I started to skip school. I would waste my time by spending hours and hours loitering around. I wonder if Mom and Dad still love me, it had been two months passed that we were separated. Did they even bother to find me? Oh, why should I care?
Until the day I met Andy. Andy the guy who gave me hopes. The one that would stay with me through thick and thin. The pillar of my strengths. He gave my life a whole new meaning. He supported my life and sometimes I wonder how to repay back his kindness. Once, Andy was jobless,after the company he worked for had to close. He had no money to support me even for himself. So I decided to find a job. However my effort came to waste. They said I was too young and should pursue studying. I find myself hopeless,useless. But Andy advice me not to give up. I was glad when Andy told me that he had gotten a job,selling pirated DVDs and invited me to join him. Though I was reluctant at first but in the end I went for it,since I was desperate for money. We have to look-out for police because this job is illegal. I started smoking and even shop-lifting! I wasn't sure how I can be easily influenced by someone like Andy. Maybe because we were too close. We treat each other like siblings. Until one fateful day came along. The day when God wanted me to open my eyes to differentiate what is wrong and what is right,who to mix with and who not to mix with. That day, Jacky, our boss wanted us to shop-lift a laptop from that shop. We were unlucky because we were caught by a security guard. Andy managed to get off. But for me? I was caught. Both my parents were called down. They were devastated and definately dissapointed.
I remebered when Dad asked me,"Where is the Jenny I knew before? The girl who always topped the whole class. The girl who always make her Mom and Dad proud. Where is the old Jenny? The one I missed." I blurted everything out. They too are partly to be blame. Where is their care and concern? Where are they when I needed them? I was sent to Girls' Home for two years. At there, I learnt a lot of things. I learnt to appreciate life.
Maybe after all, my biggest mistake was to meet Andy. The guy who left me when I am in need. The guy who broke his promises to stay with me through thick and thin. The guy who gave me false hope. The guy who ruined my dream,my life. Life is the bestest teacher. It thought me how to lead myself better. And to be careful when make friends.
Written By : Siti Nuraisyah
I wish I could invent a time machine so that I could rewind back the days. But it is impossible. I want to change every mistake that I have done. Yet again, it won't happen. All I got to do now is accept my fate and to look forward. I want to turn over a new leaf. I want to be able to have a bright future. I want to lead a happy and healthy life with my love ones. I dreamt that it would happen one day. Until one incident that change both my life and dreams.
Back then,since primary school, I have been doing well both in academics and sports. I would score straights A's and topped the class,or even better,the level! Teachers' often shower me with praises and predicted that I would have a bright future. I knew I would have one. I was often sent for competitions and of course I did the school proud. I have the life that everybody yearn for. I have a great family by my side. They would support me and listen to what I have to say inside. When PSLE was just around the corner, I studied very hard. I even stayed up late to do my revisions. My hard work pays off. I scored 260 and is one of the highest. I managed to get in my dream school, Commonwealth Secondary School.
My life in secondary school was a nightmare. Mom once advice me not to mix with the wrong group of friends and not to get easily influenced. But I did not bother to what she had to say. As a teenage, I am confident enough that I could bring myself well and is sure that I would mix with the right friends. My first year went very smoothly. I achieved good grades and topped the class, in fact, the whole level, no doubt! But my second year was a disaster. Since, the day my parents got divorced, I felt very lonely. I have noone to talk to and my parents' attention started to drift away. My results dropped drastically and of course I was very disappointed. At that point of time, I needed someone to talk to. But I've got noone.I started to run away from home. I find it useless to be living in a place where noone cares for you and listen to what you have to say and that place I called home. I started to skip school. I would waste my time by spending hours and hours loitering around. I wonder if Mom and Dad still love me, it had been two months passed that we were separated. Did they even bother to find me? Oh, why should I care?
Until the day I met Andy. Andy the guy who gave me hopes. The one that would stay with me through thick and thin. The pillar of my strengths. He gave my life a whole new meaning. He supported my life and sometimes I wonder how to repay back his kindness. Once, Andy was jobless,after the company he worked for had to close. He had no money to support me even for himself. So I decided to find a job. However my effort came to waste. They said I was too young and should pursue studying. I find myself hopeless,useless. But Andy advice me not to give up. I was glad when Andy told me that he had gotten a job,selling pirated DVDs and invited me to join him. Though I was reluctant at first but in the end I went for it,since I was desperate for money. We have to look-out for police because this job is illegal. I started smoking and even shop-lifting! I wasn't sure how I can be easily influenced by someone like Andy. Maybe because we were too close. We treat each other like siblings. Until one fateful day came along. The day when God wanted me to open my eyes to differentiate what is wrong and what is right,who to mix with and who not to mix with. That day, Jacky, our boss wanted us to shop-lift a laptop from that shop. We were unlucky because we were caught by a security guard. Andy managed to get off. But for me? I was caught. Both my parents were called down. They were devastated and definately dissapointed.
I remebered when Dad asked me,"Where is the Jenny I knew before? The girl who always topped the whole class. The girl who always make her Mom and Dad proud. Where is the old Jenny? The one I missed." I blurted everything out. They too are partly to be blame. Where is their care and concern? Where are they when I needed them? I was sent to Girls' Home for two years. At there, I learnt a lot of things. I learnt to appreciate life.
Maybe after all, my biggest mistake was to meet Andy. The guy who left me when I am in need. The guy who broke his promises to stay with me through thick and thin. The guy who gave me false hope. The guy who ruined my dream,my life. Life is the bestest teacher. It thought me how to lead myself better. And to be careful when make friends.
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